Desire pulsing through my veins. Desire flooding my thoughts. Heat surrounding me. Burning. What am I burning for? Desperate. My heart cries out desperate for oxygen. I cannot breathe. My fire is slowly fading. My last ember dies and is swept away in the wind. Slipping into the darkness. I can no longer fight. I surrender to the enemy. I am undone. My eyes are closed. I am drowning. My body floats away with no destination.
A voice. I hear it calling me by name. A stream of light red beneath my eyelids. Arms reaching down pulling me into the light. Arms shielding me from the storm surrounding me. Wrapped in love. I am held by my Father. I am being pulled deeper. Out of the depths of darkness and into the sweetness of His presence. Desire. I am undone by who He is. I am undone with desire to know Him deeper. To let Him love me.
Abba, I desire to be undone by who you are.
I am made to be yours.
I desire new life.
Break my chains.
All I need is you.
Hold me.
This is just a piece of my story, and it’s raw and it’s real. I’m so thankful I get to share my heart with you.
XOXO, Cat
Updates: We’re almost there! Just a bit more fundraising needed in the next 2 weeks! I love you all and thanks so much for the support you’ve given me. It truly touches my heart. SO BLESSED
