These past couple weeks have been intense, getting that last bit of things done before I leave and each day getting more nervous and nervous. I really cant stop looking at a calender because this is so unreal and hard to process that I will be gone for 11 months and going to 11 different countries honestly how unreal, but in 3 days that is going to become reality! AAHHHHH!!! BUT…. im also super excited! my emotions are just above and beyond lets just say. For real 3days its unbelievealbe.
Over the last few days people have been asking me are you scared? (yes) are you nervous? (yes) are you excited? (yes) are you anxious?(yes) and really im all of the above its pretty insane =) Ive never felt so supported in my entire life, it has been so amazing to see how many people are behind me on this. But at the same time I really have never felt so alone, I know this sounds insanse but really I have just felt so alone its seems as I drew closer and closer to God everyone seemed to get farther and farther away and I never had to guts to tell anyone but I finally told my auntie corrine, she remined me that sometimes the Father need some alone time with his son/daughter then it all became to clear. In those times of feeling like that I need to run to my Father in everything and trust that He will take care of it all because He will. My Father is there to take care of me whenever I need it, God has been telling me to trust Him, just tust me take that leap of faith and trust I WILL be there when you fall. so Im going to close my eyes and jump because I know this is what God wants me to do and He will be faithful! This is the beginning of a new journey…
Well my bag is packed heading and Im ready to go, headed to edmonton tomorrow then Monday morning off the the Philippines!!! AAHHH!! its coming so fast. Im super excited also thrilled that I get to share this experience with all of you. Thank You soooo much for your support!
Heres a song by Jonathan David Helser I wanted to share listen to the words these lyrics are perfect I hope this song speaks to your heart just like it has done for me.
Until next blog…….. See Ya =)
God Loves you!!!!!
