I’ve been way past due for a blog update. AIM encourages us to blog at least weekly, and I simply haven’t been faithful to that.
I’ve been dealing with a bit of writer’s block. I’ve always felt that sharing my thoughts through writing was a talent God gave me, but lately I don’t have words to accurately depict where I’m at.
Maybe it’s not really writer’s block.
I’ve been in a strange spiritual season lately. It’s a good place, and also a time of transition. It’s just hard to describe.
It’s not a dry place, yet doesn’t feel like a place of abundance.
He’s teaching me to trust him for even my small needs, yet I see him working on a larger level.
I’m just starting to become willing to share my God-story, yet I sense that I should wait.
I hunger for His presence, yet still find myself spiritually complacent.
I want to be present and invested exactly where I’m at, yet I have to start making practical preparations to leave.
I don’t know if those statements accurately describe where I’m at, but my intention is to only write words that are real and transparent. I have no need for fluffy, filler words that make me sound much more spiritual than I actually am.
Here’s one closing thought that God has really put on my heart the past few weeks:
At the end of it all, I don’t need to be remembered as the girl who had it all together. I just want to be known as someone who trusted in the promises of God.
