I never thought I would be a woman who would change for a
man
Especially a much older man
A man who constantly expects and desires me to change
Not only am I changing for this man, I am redecorating my
heart for Him
He is the first thing I think about in the morning and the
last thing on my mind before bed
I spend my day with songs of Him stuck in my mind and on my
lips
I am Excited to spend eternity being romanced by Him
I am a woman who desires my alone time with Him and crave
it multiple times a day
When did I become this woman?
How could I become a woman so willing to change for someone
else?
How could I not!
How could I deny such words from my
creator?
How could I deny the promises of Jesus who wants to be my
the provider for all my needs
How could I deny someone who wants me to be nothing but the
best version of myself
18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit. – 2 Cor 3:18
Someone who wants me to be the woman I was created to be
So here I am on the world race, throwing out all the things
I decorated my heart with over the past 25 years
When I look back through my past I can see snapshots of when I
allowed Jesus to help guide my choices
Moments when I would consult Him in making MY choices
I look around my heart and I see so much CRAP that I decorated
my heart with
Over the past four months I have started igniting and
throwing out things living in my heart that God doesn’t want there. Things that
He did not invite into my heart, things that He wants to replace with quality
items.
I want my heart to be a place my BELOVED wants to call home
From the floor up, I want my creator to toss out anything
that does not make Him feel invited
My heart is a place where the Holy Spirit lives, I want it
to be a place he calls HOME
There has been sooo much cleaning in my heart
and then He finds something I have allowed to collect dust and He asks me if I
am willing to throw it out.
At times it’s easy to toss things out of my heart, other
times I have a good cry over the thought of letting go of something I have let
live so deeply in my heart.
for a man, but here I am asking Jesus to change me now and forever.
I am asking a man to never let me settle for feeling
complete in the work He is doing in my hear.
When I feel settled in a deeply comfortable place with Him,
I ask Him to find more in me to grow and deeper places to take me
So…
Not only am I changing to be His bride, I’m delighted to give
Him full control over my life
Delighted to know that to be His bride means to always have
room to grow, room to change for Him
I AM a woman who always has Jesus on my mind, constantly
hoping I can look more and more like Him
