I have been so excited to share with all of you about the new found freedom in our Lord and Savior that I have found while in Atlanta, I was excited to share about the healing he did on my arm, and now I will share with you a little bit about a huge glaring thing that changed my heart.
For some who read this blog you know that I lived in a tongue talking, demon stomping, holy ghost house church in California for about 18 months and attended for about 7 months after. I love feeling the spirit consume me, I love the gift of prophesy, and I love the giver even more. One of my favorite things is to let God speak through me in prayer.
I have moved from CA to WY and live in Atlanta for two more weeks. Last night I was at a house church totally led by the spirit of God, people spoke words of life to eachother and they sang over eachother. I sat there just taking it all in until I had no choice I could not let the fear consume me anymore. There was something that God wanted to say to someone in the room and I had to say it and I did not know him.
After I spoke Gods word to this mighty man of God; it hit me straight between the eyes like a ton of bricks; God asking me when did you stop speaking for me and laying hands on my people ? Sure over the last two years I have prayed for people and my prayer life is so strong but why was I not walking in what God had called me to do previously ? When had fear reared its ugly face and had me stop and when was the last time I placed my hands on someone and prayed for them and spoke life over them…I eerily could not remember.
Somewhere over the past two years it just faded away…and last night I was so overjoyed as Christ flooded my memory with times he had used his gift to get glory through me. I was excited that this piece of me that I had pushed down had come back up. I was excited all over again at the opportunity we have to walk as Jesus walked laying on hands, praying, and speaking encouragement and life over people.
Thank you Jesus
Thank you to my new friend from last night
Thank you that I no longer walk in complacancy but in God given victory
Thanks be to Jesus for the new creation he is making me…I am not the same in anymore
Love you all, Carla Rose
