Hey everyone! Seven days till I land back in the states.  This is so crazy and unreal to me.  I would like to share something God has reminded me of multiple times this month.  And that being, is that I am never alone.  He reminded me of this once this month during worship night with the passport team; that when I feel alone and forgotten and just like trash. Just to remember that He is there and sitting right beside me.  It’s crazy how God brings up these things in our lives.  Because at that moment I wasn’t feeling that way.  It wasn’t until one night last week that I felt this way.  Alone, hurt, and angry.  I was sitting up on the balcony listening to worship music almost in tears.  I was flipping through my music and I came across Matt Redmen and the song You Never Let Go.  So I decided to listen to it, and that was probably the best choice I could have made that night.  Well listening to that song, God spoke to me.  He said, Carina remember that I am here with you, even when you feel this way, alone and angry. Feeling like you have nothing to live for.  But you do.  I am here right now and you are not alone. That was exactly what I needed in that moment.  And even God being the great God used what I went through to help encourage the girls in my Bible study on Sunday.  I got to share what I went through and share what God spoke to me. It’s cool to know I am His, and He will never leave me.  Its totally true and I don’t know how i forget it sometimes.  But He is always there.  For me, and for you.  So, remember how much He loves you and that He is always there even when you feel forgotten and alone.  Trust in your Father.  He loves you. 

 

See you all in a few short days!