Whatever situation we’re facing, we all have expectations of how things will work out. I think this can be a healthy way of preparing yourself for whatever may come, but it can also be debilitating if you’re someone like me who tends to imagine the worst possible scenarios. This particular mission trip has conjured up a lot of intimidating possibilities. I mean, this is an 11-month adventure to places I’ve never been, in situations I’ve never experienced like tent-camping for days on end and sleeping without a memory-foam mattress and my hurricane-force fan keeping me cool.
I know this trip will test my limits, but that’s also why I want to do this. You never really know what you’re capable of unless you’re in the middle of the fire, and I’ll never really know if missions is what I want to do with my life unless I actually do it.
So here are a few of my expectations:
- I will be uncomfortable. Not only will I be not be sleeping in my super awesome bed with my 6 pillows and down comforter, but I’ll be put into situations like actually talking to people. I know, you’re probably thinking “then why are you doing this trip?” Well, my friend, it’s all about putting myself out there in those horribly uncomfortable situations and finding that I can actually handle them. I’m an introvert through and through, but I want to stretch beyond my self-imposed limits, and I know that God will help me do so.
- I will miss home. I’m sure the first few weeks will be like “Oh, look at all these new experiences!” but I have a feeling once that euphoria wears off, I’ll be hit with the realization that this is my life for another 10 months. Living without luxuries like air conditioning and cold water. Not being able to see or talk to the people that I love when I want. That’s definitely gonna be tough.
- I will change. I hope this experience will open my eyes more to the injustices that happen in the world. I hope that it will ignite a fiery passion inside that seeks justice and change. I hope it will confirm in me all my God-given dreams and talents.
- I will thrive in community. Imagine being in close quarters with a group of God-fearing, God-seeking, God-loving people and finding that you actually belong with your talents and gifts. That you’re not an outcast, but a valuable part of the church. The church being God’s children.
- I will know my strengths and weaknesses and grow in the areas that need growth. Strengthen those that need to be strengthened. I am all for growth. That is my life’s mission.
- I will find my place in this world. I will no longer allow the world’s restrictions to move me, but I will allow God’s will to become my own.
The World Race is an open door to my future. That’s what I believe, and I hope that you will find your place as well. We’re all called for greater purposes. All it takes is a step of faith and the willingness to let go of control. Let God take over. His will is perfect.
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