I cant even believe this is happening. Yesterday I got all my passport stuff done. It was so overwhelming to think that in September I will be changed, and my life will be flipped upside down! I am so ready for God to take my heart apart. To sift through my hurt, fear, stress, bitterness, and to then mold it back together with love, joy, peace, faith, and hope. He is about to transform me into who he has designed me to be.
He will no doubt reveal himself to me in ways i didn't know possible.
He will make me new again
He will hep me to see who I am in Him
He will put my heart back together in a way only He can
He is going to sweep me off my feet!!! <<<< THIS I CANT WAIT FOR!
My prayer is that He will take me deeper than my feet could ever wander, and that I will have the chance to leave the comfort of this world I live where I constantly put him on the back burner because I am to tired or to consumed with the hustle and bustle of life. I will have to lean on him and only him. He will be all i will have! Face to face with my Lord and Savior. I CANT wait!!!!
I read countless stories of hours upon hours of travel. . . I CANT wait!
I read about getting sick. . . I CANT wait!
I read stories about just planting seeds and walking away not knowing if you will ever see a harvest (and chances are you wont). . . i CANT wait!
I read stories about power failure, eating the same food for a week, cold showers, sleeping on floors, and other crazy things unthinkable to the American society. Guess what . . .
I CANT WAIT!
I know I sound crazy to not want to wait for all these things that seem so unfamiliar to me and things that would scare most other people. But the big picture is this stuff will not only bring glory to God and God alone, but it will kill my flesh little by little to make room for my spirit to be strengthened! It will begin to fill the hurt and holes that are in my heart with his love! And all this won"t compare to meeting Him face to face, worshiping louder than I ever have, dancing like time is standing still, Healing the sick, caring for the widow and orphaned, and just opening my eyes to his love being poured out to the world!
So to sum it up I CANT WAIT to live with and as the least of us do! Let this journey begin. I pray to bring you blogs that fill your heart with joy and maybe even a reality check every now and then. I pray that you all will keep me in your prayers as I continue on this journey! 🙂
Thanks for creepin on my blogs peeps! 🙂 Much love!
