3/27/18
A message from the Lord that I recently received:
I stand with you daughter. You are not out there on your own.
Pause and see me. Look for me. Head me. Desire me.
I care less about your seeing and needing me.
Daughter, it feels so hard to trust another, to need another, to let down your guard and be raw and real and open.
But what have you got to hide? I live in you. Let that light shine.
Yes, you mess up and feel weak. Remember, I did not design you to be strong on your own… — 2-19-18
The Lord’s voice is so close and so still. There are many times where I feel like i can’t hear Him or he feels too quiet to me. But that is only because I wasn’t listening, like at all. You see, you need to be so still and so obedient to His breath, His words, His life. He came to me when I really soaked in His atmosphere. Breathed His life in me and out of me. I had to let my guard down to allow Him to fully come in me. For me to recognize his presence in me. Sure, it’s hard. It sounds silly. But to keep a guard up so tightly for my God? The one who knit me so tightly in my mother’s womb? SURELY, I will not keep my guard up. He designed me to be strong, yet soft. So soft that my heart constantly seeks Him. My heart isn’t soft by my own, I need God’s help to help me soften it. Everyday, I want to continuously seek Him out and be raw. Be real and be authentic.
