Exactly a year ago today, the relationship I had been in ended. At that moment I had no clue what 2018 was going to look like. I started off the New Year single but ready for whatever God had instore. If you know me, you know that my desire is to get married and have a family. I was ready though to give that area over to God and trust Him in this season of singleness. Letting go and trusting God was so hard, but I knew He had so much more for me before I could even think about marriage. It was in a moment of full reliance on God that I felt Him speak to me about something He had promised me months prior.
For a while I had wanted to do missions. I wanted to serve God overseas. I wanted to make His name known to people who have never heard of Him before. I wanted to love and serve those around the world. It was around this time last year that I finally received the okay from the Lord. It was a dream I had always had in the back of mind. For some reason I never thought it would actually happen, but the moment I said yes to the Lord He began confirming everything and the dream the Lord had placed inside me became a reality.
I spent this past year seeking God, learning how to rely on Him in new ways, and preparing for what He had instore for me. When I signed up for the World Race back in February it seemed so far away but now I’m sitting here thinking, “how can it already be month four. “ Ahhh… God is just so cool. This has been a crazy year, but yet a year full of so many good things. Good people, good conversations, good lessons, good reminders, and good promises.
I never would have imagined I would be where I am right now, but boy am I so happy to be here. When I look back I see God’s hand of provision and goodness all over my life. This has been a once in a life time experience. Not every day is easy. A matter of fact not a single day on the race is easy, but it’s because of the Lord I am able to do what I do. He makes it possible each day.
I am so overwhelmed to be here serving Him across the world. Every moment of my life I believe He has been preparing me for this exact moment and I know this is just the beginning of what Christ has in store for me. I may still have a desire to get married but as of right now my focus is in serving Him. I trust the Lord and His perfect timing and I know no matter what He won’t ever disappoint.
So excited to see where the Lord takes me this year. Love you and wish you all a Happy New Years!
Blessings to ALL!!! ~ Calin
