….even if I don't understand it!
I will be pushing my route back to July. The timing of everything was completely off and I will not be able to join the Mighty M squad at training camp tomorrow. I'm sad about leaving my original squad. But most of all I'm confused. I don't yet see how all of this adds up. I left my good job, my great apt, and sold or gave away all of my stuff. I'm in limbo and I guess I'm just wondering why. Why did I have to go through all of the ups downs just to be pushed back? I would being lying if I said I was 100% ok about it. I'm not. I have a lot of questions and no answers as of yet. I'm hurt and upset. I feel like I just wasted the last 3 months and it could have gone way better than it did. I feel like throwing my hands up and saying "what are you doing?!" I won't, bc I know God has a plan. I may not understand the plan, like the plan, or the plan may not add up yet but He has one and I will go wherever the Sprit leads me.
Brooke Brooks
