I Have Been Avoiding This…

I left the squad on December 5th.  I think I haven’t really blogged about this whole transition yet because if I blog about it I have to think about it.  And to be honest, all this change, in the squad, and in my personal life is making me feel a bit like a deer in headlights.  I feel a little frozen (insert seasonal metaphor).  But today, with a recorded episode of Ellen DeGeneres playing in the background, I will make myself blog…