So how in the world can I tell you about how I have grown and changed in the past 2 months? I honestly have no idea where I could begin. This has been the most amazing and different experience I have ever had. I look at the world and myself in a totally different way now.
Some things about myself that I now know are…
I know my worth now. I know I’m a princess. My father loves me so much and has awesome plans for me.
Things I once could have thought were crazy, I do on a regular basis now.
I don’t care about money, clothes, being clean, or any material things… It’s just not worth it.
I constantly find joy in serving others when only a few short months ago, I wanted only to serve myself.
I love doing new things that are out of my comfort zone.
I have fallen truly, madly, and deeply in LOVE with GOD. And I have never known what that looks like until now.
Urine is an amazing beauty tool. (Don’t ask unless you REALLY want to know)
I HEAR straight from GOD
God shows me things and I shouldn’t be afraid of that.
I know that God only sees me the way I am (A NEW CREATION)
I praise God for my scars and my life before the race because I constantly have a chance to reach out to others who are constantly in a similar situation.
I’m learning a lot about community and how to really love people and be loved.
I now KNOW what a MAN and WOMAN of GOD should look like.
The people I live with constantly challenge me every single day and I have a feeling that they are going to continue to be in my life even after this race.
This isn’t just 11 months. This is the start of my LIFE.
I’M BRAND NEW!!!
Things I haven’t YET learned but I’m working on (Even though they are super hard sometimes)…
I’m not always right.
I don’t DESERVE anything.
TRUSTING is the KEY to LOVE.
I’m learning to heal from my past wounds and use it for good.
I’m learning to love myself truly and to love men of God.
Things I have learned about the world are…
We are all so very different yet so much the same.
Orphans and Widows are my favorite people.
You’ve never experienced real love until you have had your hair brushed by an orphan.
I’m the student… NOT the teacher.
People just want to be LOVED.
I’m having the time of my life. I’m learning so much every single day and becoming the woman of God that he has called me to be.
Please help me out my supporting me and donating whatever you can. I need $2000 before Sep 13th or I will be pulled out of ministry.
