Gosh, I wish I could write a blog and share with each of you about the growth and spiritual journey I am embracing and encourage you with my words. . .

BUT

I’ve been reckless. I have been living recklessly-and not in a ‘reckless abandonment’ for the Lord kind of way. . but reckless for myself. . . I am positive that in the past month, I’ve made more consecutive poor decisions than I can recall-ever.

Satan appears in charming ways–attractive even, and gosh how I crumble beneath his palm time and time again. Who am I, that the Lord has called ME. . . to this mission-to his Kingdom, I am overwhelmed by his grace. . . absolutely at a loss of words

An important person shared scripture with me a few weeks ago, trying to encourage me in a time of confusion and I bookmarked it, only to ignore it until today and it was one of those

“God you truly hear the cries of my heart”
kind of moments. . .

“First,
I thank my God through Jesus Christ for all of you,
because your faith is proclaimed in all the world. 9
For God is my witness,
whom I serve with my spirit in the gospel of his Son,
that without ceasing I mention you 10always in my prayers, asking
that somehow
by God’s will I may now at last succeed in coming to you. 11For
I long to see you, that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to strengthen
you�” 12that is, that we may be mutually encouraged
by each other’s faith, both yours and mine. 13I want you to know,
brothers,
that
I have often intended to come to you (but
thus far have been prevented), in order that I may reap some
harvest among you as well as among the rest of the Gentiles. 14
I am under obligation both to Greeks and to
barbarians,
both to the wise and to the foolish. 15So I am eager to preach the
gospel to you also who are in Rome.”

Romans 1: 8-15

Reading this. . I was reminded of my call- and as I concluded the passage with V. 15 my heart immediately saw

V. 15 “So I am eager to preach the gospel to you who are in…. (India)(Nepal)(Indonesia)(Malaysia)(Australia)(South Africa) ( Mozambique)  (Swaziland ) (Romania)
(Ukraine) (Ireland)”



God is good, I am so undeserving of such an incredible king. . . but gosh how I fall more in love with him–With only a moment of my time, He sweeps me off my feet. .

I am eager. I want to bring the nations to you. . . That they too may share with me in these incredible blessings.

Dear God, Thanks for being awesome, again. You’re my guy. Love B.