I didn't know what to expect. I have been told many times that is a good thing. "Don't have expectations." Here I am, 13 hours into my car ride, staring out the window at the most breath-taking scenery I have EVER laid my eyes on. I am in a car with 6 other racers who are completely enthused; yelling, chanting and singing songs. And Me? I can't say a word. I am silent besides an occasional muttered laugh. It has OFFICIALLY started sinking in, I am leaving my life behind to travel the world. I am uncertain for the first time.
My first thought was to turn around and start backtracking the 14 hour trip I just made. Thankfully, though, the staff that greeted us on our way in was incredible. Possibly the kindest and most loving group of individuals I have ever met! There smiling faces kept me moving forward.
The moment I stepped out of the car and into the campsite, I was greeted by hundreds of uncertain faces just like mine. These familiar faces, the people I had communicated with over facebook for months prior, these faces of people I am about to spend 11 months of my life with, were faces that I instantly fell in love with. I realized, these familiar faces are my family. I was suddenly reminded of the excitement I had felt in the weeks leading up to camp. I AM FINALLY HERE!
Training camp has been unlike anything I have experienced before. I will admit, parts have reminded me of high school. The cliques and the occasional gossip. But the biggest difference between back then and now? ME.
My best advice to future racers would be go into camp with an open mind. Specifically about your team mates. Get to know the people you wouldn't normally talk to. I have been so touched by the many stories and differences of the people around me. I LOVE MY TEAM. Every single one of them, but had I not purposed to venture outside of my comfort zone, I would not have the chance to know them.
God has changed my perception SO much over the past year. He is allowing me to see how beautiful and unique He has created every person. I no longer allow myself to be absorbed by any one "type" of people groups like I used to. God is teaching me how to accept and love EVERYONE. It is awesome.
Be prepared for God to rock your world and change you!
Oh and PS – Pack Snacks. It's the best way to make a new friend =)
