I’m sitting here at this computer screen. I’ve got so much running through this mind of mine. Some things I’m not volunerable enough to share. Some things that are tearful. Some things that are joyful and expectant. I feel as if I start typing, my fingers may never stop…
I was listening to the band
Coldplay the other night. In particular their song
‘Fix You’.
God speaks to me alot through music. And especially through what has been labeled ‘secular music’. As I listened to this song, my heart met with His. I was broken…thinking of all the areas that my sweet savior has repaired. I’m starting a journey in about 15 days with a hope of introducing hundreds of people around the world to the one who has fixed me. And yet here I sit, feeling incapable.
I look at the scripture and I’m reminded of who God has used: children, kings, prostitutes, a donkey, a burning bush.
It’s reassuring to know His track record…
It’s like looking at a cracked vase and knowing your desire for it is to hold water. It seem’s impossible – with all the cracks and flaws – but you know that is it’s purpose. I think this is how God looks at me (and at you). I see the cracks – He see’s my purpose. So here I am Lord, broken and cracked, but ready to ‘hold your water’.
