I had an Image in my mind a few weeks ago that I was on top of a mountain with a picturesque landscape. I couldn’t see anything other than the outline of maybe a path and the distant mountains due to a thick fog. Over the past few weeks after the image, I’ve gathered my thoughts.
I am tired of
being bored
hearing of the World and Not Witnessing it
looking at others for meaning in my life and Not God
not really knowing myself
getting pumped up to do something and then not do anything
being hesitant
withdrawing
fearing since I cannot see the future
a planned lifestyle
not taking any risks
not doing something I feel God is telling me to do
I want
to Go For It
to be Challenged
to be completely out of my Comfort Zone
to Hear and know from God of Who I Am that He Sees me As
to go on an Adventure
to Risk It All
to hold Nothing Back
to be Filled with His Compassion
to be Willing
to Not Care what the World Thinks
to have an Open Mind
to Prove I can do Whatever with Christ by my side
to do Whatever God wants of me in order to bring His Glory
to find what makes me come Alive
Questions which constantly run through my mind:
Do I have what it takes?
Who is my True Self?
What Defines Me and my name of Who I am?
Will God be there the Entire time?
Am I Ready to Go All in & Hold nothing Back?
Why am I scared of what God will do in and through me?
What Would you have me do God?
Why am I Still standing here on this mountain top?
My Conclusions:
I’m Gonna give 100% in Everything.
I’m going to Risk It All for HIM.
Uncertainty is Everywhere, but I’m still going to go for it.
The Path & Journey will Not be Easy
God is By my Side the Entire time.
God will use me for His Glory.
I’m Going to Go Forth on this Adventure & Journey.
I Will Not hold Anything back.
I Want to be Uncomfortable
Enough is Enough…Let Go of my Life for Him
Let the “Journey” Begin
God showed me that image I had in my mind on the last few days in the Philippines.
