So my squad leaders, check, my squad, check, my team, check, P squad and alumni, check………..let’s see… OH YEAH ME!!! Check????? Guys…….. I am BROKEN!! In such a GOOD way!!! I didn’t know how much I had to work on!! I have to break down SOOO many walls in the next year!! I have to learn how to talk and express my feelings….ME!! I DON’T do that!! Lol I think about everything WAY too much and the only person I talk to about my feelings is God!! I NEVER sing………. I LOVE singing about God and dancing and worshiping!!! It was so empowering and uplifting being surrounded with 200 Jesus loving , singing, dancing, positive people!!! I LOVED it!! I loved listening to peoples stories, loved having a squad dance off (which my team won!! Go rotten tomatoes!!) I loved squad wars!! AAAHHH Just so much fun being goofy and crazy with my new family!! But of course, with the good comes the bad. I didn’t expect training camp to break me….but it did. I have come to the conclusion that there is NO WAY I can do this by myself!! I need my team, my squad, my family, my supporters and most importantly I need GOD!!! I am letting God take over my life and I am doing what ever he tells me to do!!! I am going to be vonerable for the first time, I am going to open myself up and talk about things I NEVER wanted to talk about!! I BEG my team and squad to hold me to that!! Whether I do it kicking and screaming or willingly!! I want to be ME for the first time!!! Kay, so I rambled on WAY too much so I will leave it at that for now. Sooooooooooooo to sum my time at training camp up in one word….YEOOadhlfjsdgfhd!!! With a capital YEOO!!! Lol
I am willing to give my life for God
I am willing to give my heart to my team and squad
I am willing to do what ever it takes to help the world
I am READY to have the BEST year of my life!!!
Erica Floyd
Ryan Banko
Vivian Zavala
Robin Taylor
Kearston Armbrust
GET READY!! BE PUMPED!! WE ARE IGNITING THE WORLD!!!
Some more prayer requests:
Please pray for my support account, it’s really off to a slow start.
Please pray for unity in my team, have our unique differences bring us so tightly together it’s indestructible!!!
P.s. Just to let everyone know, if you told me 1 year ago that I would be singing Jeses' name, traveling the world preaching the gospel, reading the Bible, if you told me that I would be a Christian!!! I would have told you to (chioce words I try not to use anymore)!!!! But ya know what, that just shows you how AMAZING God is and how powerful he is and what he can do to someone!! Because I LOVE JESUS!! And I will sing about him all day everyday!!!
