Am I really a Christian?!
So a little back story… I never grew up going to church, I think my parents made me go a few times and I hated it and begged not to go. So other than a handful of times going to church, Jesus was never a part of my life. Then while I was living in Africa, a World Race squad (P squad!!!) came to debrief for a week at the place I was working at, and I accepted Christ a month later. That was when I was 21.…I am now…21. So it’s been a FAST transition. Crazy huh….
Well every once in a while I stop and it hits me..
AM I REALLY DOING THIS!!
Am I really worshiping Jesus!?
Am I really having a Bible study in my spare time?!
Am I really over drinking and partying at 21?!
Do I really have a bible on me 24/7!? A BIBLE!!!
Am I really traveling around the WORLD talking about God!!!
And so much more, but I stop every once in a while and just laugh…Then I ask myself, is this real?! Do I really want to be doing this? Is this really how I want to be living my life?! The answer is most positively
YES!!!!
And I never want to live any other way!!
It is so crazy to me how powerful God is!! Almost a year ago I was drinking, partying and a LOT of other things that I should not have been doing. And today I fall more in love with Jesus everyday and live my life for Him. Jesus is AMAZING!!!
