Today my current employer denied the time off I requested for world race training the second week in April. If I do not go to work, I very well may lose my job. I don’t want to care, but I do. If I lose the job in April this still leaves about three months until we leave for the race. This translates into three months of mortgage payments, three months of debt to pay, and three months of living expenses. I’m at a prayer point.
I want to go to training camp (this will be our second time, as we have already been back in September when we were a part of the January squad). If I make that move am I being irresponsible? At the moment my reasons for wanting to go to this training are relational. I want to meet the rest of the team. I want to begin investing in their lives and them in mine. If I make that move am I being irresponsible? I just found out this news and am giving myself a day or so to let it settle.
However, I feel the need to pray. First, I ask God to make a way. Done. I have asked…so now what? Listen in prayer: twenty seconds in and he answers. Worship. That’s his answer. So now I will worship until he tells me to stop.
