So yep…I am already having doubts.
Not doubts about whether I want to do it. That I know for sure. I want this more than anything.
Not doubts about whether I can handle it. I think I can handle it.
Not doubts about whether I will love it. I know this will be the BEST year of my life.
Im having doubts about raising money. I'm feeling discouraged. People are being soo supportive, so why am I feeling these doubts?
I am letting satan get into my head and place fear and doubt where there should be trust and excitement.
I need to remember God. To listen to him. To trust him.
I have trust issues…I mean who doesnt?
I dont like to believe that things are out of my control, because I have a hard time trusting that they will work out. I have been slacking on fundraising…because I am scared I wont be able to raise all the money anyway.
Well GET OUT satan.
I want to Believe and trust that Jesus will provide a way.
He has called me to this, so he must want me there.
time to kick it into gear…and TRUST that the Lord will provide.
I have never wanted for anything in my life…God has been more than generous to me throughout my life.
Why start doubting now? Because its HARD. this is something that is going to be hard.
Well God…Im throwing my hands up to you….and trusting that my loving Father will help me and provide.
"If God changes your heart, be willing and prepared to change your plans." -anonymous
