Patience is not…and has never EVER been…my virtue.
So thank goodness God is the very definition of patient.
See, I get all worked up into these frenzys where Im like "oh my gosh I am never gonna be able to do this!" "Snakes scare me!" "I am not ok with sleeping on the floor." " There is so much to do!" "I dont want to not be able to shave my legs! "BLAH BLAH BLAH"
Than i get all doubty and moody and act like my plans all just fell apart.
Well like I said, I am so thankful God is patient with me.
He has this special little way of saying to me during a freak out "Hey, calm yourself. I got this."
And of course, every single time he does. I start doubting money? Someone contacts me about support. I get all whiny and "I cant do this" He sends a message whether through a song or something else. He's just always there. so…patient. Reminding me over and over and over again that hey, He's go this. He's got me.
So after those moments I get back on track and tell myself to stop acting like an elephant just ran over my brain.
And its all good. Cause God is patient. And he deals with my tantrums like the loving, kind, patient Father that he is.
