Back in the states

Ok this blog is a LITTLE late…haha

So I got back to the states on December 22, 2011. Wow, it’s
amazing how God worked everything out perfectly. My dad and brother found me at
JFK airport without me having a cell phone…yeah how did that happen? God.

It’s ‘good’ to be back. I love my bed. I love my toilet. I love
the couch. I love FAST wireless internet, wifi I think it’s called. I love my
dad’s cooking. I love American food (even though my stomach HATED it the first
few weeks). I love my church. I love salvation army. I love my friends. I love
the men that are surrounding me and encouraging me. I love my family. I love my
car and driving it. I love my hot showers. I love having more than 2 choices of
clothing when getting dressed.

I’m overwhelmed though. I can do whatever I want. I can make
my own schedule…wow. There is food everywhere. Nobody is starving around me. Everyone
is perfectly content to themselves. Nobody really cares about me…I’m normal
now…I’m not a ‘gringo’ or ‘mzungu’…I’m just a typical, normal person. I sort
of just sit on the couch in shock…or maybe it’s because I’m trying to unpack
all my junk into a room that is full of junk already. Anyways, I’m overwhelmed and
I sorta just chill on the couch and think, ‘what am I doing?’

Re-entry…here we come!

Or maybe I’m overwhelmed because I came back Dec22…Christmas
is the 25th…birthday is the 28th…then new years and
then I leave for passion2012 and searchlight/Kingdom dreams (post-world race
gathering)

Let’s see what God has planned for me for the next few
weeks!