it’s thursday, i haven’t showered since last friday, its been humid and hot everyday since then. i would like to think i don’t smell, but even if i do, i don’t think it will be anymore noticeable than my other friends… teammates. so far i have spent two days grieving, a day and a half team building, and a whole lot of time listening and growing and stretching and learning.
to clarify when i say grieving i don’t mean something disastrous has happened, i am simply learning to get my heart completely empty of my own emotional baggage, so the Lord can completely fill it back up with Him. that is good stuff. i have been frustrated, which doesn’t happen all that often to me. i have unstuffed a lot of things in my life, which i never do. i have heard from the Lord more clearly than i ever have in my life. i cannot even begin to describe what a wonderful time this has been, and there is still 3 days to go. i promise there will be much more blogging to come out of this week.
i will leave you will this.
i have given up mediocrity. i have left my average life in the dust. i have chosen in to following Jesus every morning.
my prayer these last few days is as follows:
“Lord do anything you need to do in me,
to do everything you want to do through me!”
love.
