In the books of the Gospels are some of my favorite stories; one of my absolute favorites actually had a very deep meaning to me. In Matthew, Mark, and Luke we read the story of Jesus raising a little girl up from the dead. He says, “Talitha koum,” which means “Little girl rise.” He grabs her hand and just picks her up from death’s fingertips. I love this story, y’all!
I can relate to this little girl; although I’ve never been physically dead and brought back to life, I’ve experienced that spiritually and emotionally. I went through several years of not trusting in God and wanting nothing to do with Him. I felt dead inside, just numb with no desire to even try to live my best life anymore.
I finally decided I needed to go back to church after I had a plan to commit suicide. I literally felt the Lord’s presence in the room with me as I laid on the ground crying out for help. I can’t really describe what exactly happened, except I felt like an actual hand picked me up off the floor and pushed me out the door to get the medical help I needed.
Shortly after that experience, I decided to get a tattoo that has become so special to me. I got the Hebrew for Talitha koum permanently engraved on my arm. The Holy Spirit touched me that day, and I’m so thankful to say I’ll never be the same again.
Today I have the opportunity to share my testimony at a mental institution. I am beyond excited to know that my story and all that I went through may help someone else in their time of need.
I love y’all, and am continuously thankful for your support!
With love,
Brandi
