“…or one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted, one moment. Would you capture it or let it slip?”
Yeah…it’s a line from a popular secular rap song and, therefore, potentially inappropriate to post on a Christian Missionary blogsite, especially as it’s paired with a Bible verse. But, it’s what came to mind when I sat down to write this blog; not as much in terms of “seiz[ing] everything you ever wanted,” but very much in relation to letting that “one shot” slip. So, it’s what you get. 🙂
On Sunday, I woke up with no desire to be around people and a strong desire to just “be” with the Lord. So much so that, fifteen minutes before church was to start, I was not going. Ten minutes before it was supposed to start, however, Christina Palmer a -squadmate and current roommate – made a passing comment in response to someone else’s question about church attendance.
“It’s important that we all show up, you know. It’s a respect thing, if nothing else.”
Dang.
…five minutes later, I was on my way to church (church is held in an outdoor pavilion on the KIM campus where our ministry is this month).
Sitting in Sunday School, I quickly realized that I needed to be there. The lesson was on the faithfulness of God and the forgetfulness of the Israelite people. Ben-Hard, one of the locals here who works with the ministry, was speaking. He talked about the obstinacy of the Israelites in light of the truth that if the Lord had not helped them through various trials, they would have failed. He pointed out that, though they forgot it, the Lord’s faithfulness was ever lasting. The Israelites would cry out for the Lord to deliver them from something, He would, they would praise Him and then, eventually, would forget that He’d delivered them and begin to complain about where they were, the issues they were facing or other such things. Their focus was on the problems of the day, not the faithfulness and nature of their God. And then, to make it personal, he asked this one, simple question:
where’s your focus?
As I sit on this side of Sunday, I am encouraged. The conviction of my heart in that one comment from Christina moved me into a place of slight rebuke and discipline from the Father. Out of the two messages, I realized that I have been focused a little too much on the “problems” of each day, instead of on the faithfulness and nature of my God and that my life has been spent more than it has been invested. I praise Father for showing me these faults and, therefore, giving me the opportunity to change it, allowing me to earn the words spoken by the Master to his servants:
