I need to come before the Lord and let Him change me. But, I don’t want to.
I need to step outside of myself and see all the other people; people who are broken, hungry, despairing, lost, hopeless or lonely. But, I don’t want to.
I need to be stripped of my “identity” and have it re-rooted. But, I don’t want to be.
I need to see the depths of my depravity. But, I don’t want to.
I need to come face to face with my ugliness. But, I don’t want to.
I need to remember that I am nobody outside of the somebody that Jesus makes me. But, I don’t want to.
I need to be broken. But, I don’t want to be.
I know (that I need all of these things). But, I just don’t want to (experience any of them).
Oh, Father! When will You change this selfish heart of mine?!
