So there’s a whoooooooole lot of stuff wobbling around in my head. I know, I know, humans only use like 10% of their brains so everyone’s got some missing information. But I feel like all of the sparks and clicks that connect information in my head are jumping all over the place, keeping me from even comprehending that 10%. It’s frustrating, and as you may be able to tell from the picture, it’s maddening (like a mad scientist). There are so many different things, so many different emotions, so much different information filling my brain and there is less and less organization as I gain more of all that crap. I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to chill out, calm down and just sort my stuff out and why I’m feeling certain ways, but that’s really hard… I’m not a huge fan of emotions so I really try to intellectualize why I am feeling certain ways, but when I can’t even bring my thoughts back to their origins, I get more frustrated. All I can do is rant, but then when I rant there’s no point and no sense of accomplishment.
I’ve been wanting to post for all of the new supporters that have joined me recently, but there have been lots of things running through my brain and I haven’t had the chance or ability to organize them, so I apologize for the lack of communications. Please pray that God will somehow work through all of this confusion and help me focus my thoughts to really accomplish some productivity. There will be a new post soon about my support-raising. Thanks for reading everyone.
