Lately I’ve found myself in a place where I don’t really care to do anything big, challenging, or important. There’s a desire to stay lazy, comfortable, and away from responsibility.
 


 
I think I know what it is that’s holding me back from really investing myself into something that impacts the Kingdom of God in a big way:::
 

 
As embarrassing as this is to admit, I have to grieve the fact that I’m not a kid anymore…
 

 
I’m not a young, irresponsible kid anymore (hitting myself on the head with a broom handle)…
 

 
I’m not a young adult with an impractical desire for adventure and fun times…
 

I am not a World Racer, called to travel the world, eating strange food and sleeping on 49 beds for a year…
 


 

 God is calling me to some really big things. He’s asking me to take up some big armor, some big weapons, and He’s asking me to lead some big armies...

 

 

And it’s a bit intimidating…

 

 

But I’m in…