I came back from training camp high on life with God. I was so pumped about meeting my teammates and experiencing God in new, real and totally personal ways. However, at some point, I started thinking too much. I had so many ideas and issues I needed to process through but I felt like I wasn’t getting anywhere. I would spend hours thinking and end up just as lost as when I first began. Then I’d think about the 100 things that I had to do asap and the other 1,000 things that needed to be done after that. Although God has shown himself to me numerous times since I got back from training, I was consumed with stress and worry.

This morning at work I thought, “I should leave early and go walk on the old Seven Mile Bridge” and then proceeded to spend the rest of the day fighting it because it would be time that I could have spent doing more “productive” things. In the end I decided to go, hoping it would help me clear my head.

With the sun shining and the wind at my back I started out down the bridge. A few steps in I decided not to think. I told myself that I had been thinking way too much lately and I needed to actively think about nothing- just enjoy the beautiful weather and the exquisite view of the ocean. I walked to the 1 1/2 mile marker, turned around, and started heading back. As I was nearing the end of the bridge where my car was parked God whispered,

“There

is

not

an answer to every

question

a solution to every

problem

a way to

fix

everything that’s

wrong

or a way to

plan for everything that’s

ahead

It may sound simple but it was just what I needed to hear. There’s no sense in me worrying about all these things I don’t have control over. I was over thinking, over analyzing, over planning. God told me to just relax. He’ll help me take care of everything and meanwhile he’ll take care of me. How cool is that? So tonight, I went and played guitar. Then I baked snickerdoodles with my friend Paige and we caught up on life. Now I’m back home and writing this blog. Although I wasn’t able to cross anything off my To Do list tonight, I can say that I am relaxed and happy again. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.