What’s the difference between the man who pays a prostitute for sex and the man who watches pornography when they are alone?
The answer is nothing.
A man going into a bar and taking a girl home for sex doesn’t make him a man this makes him a lonely man.
When a man chooses to look at pornography in secret this makes him a lonely man.
I wanted attention from women many times in my life. In fact, there were times were I would look at pornography because I was curious about what a woman looked like naked and I wanted sex even though I couldn’t have sex until marriage.
I struggled on and off with lust and pornography for 9 years until recently while being here on the race.
Doesn’t really really matter if you pay for a prostitute having sex or if your lusting after a woman because there both the same sin in God’s eyes.
I was using women for my own purposes to making me feel good.
In reality, I was lusting after God’s daughters and someone’s future wives and this has made me sick!!
I was contributing to the sex trade industry by choosing pornography.
Now The Lord is allowing me to be a contributor but this time I am choosing to stay away from sexual sin and making a difference in me and through me inspite of my past.
This month I am helping out with manual labor and ministering to children at Remember Nhu ministries!
Remember Nhu is a ministry where they are on the prevention side of sex trafficking. They give children a foundation in Christ where they don’t have to end up in this business.
Girls are at the most risk because here in Thailand boys are preferred over girls.
A 6 year old girl is valued at $26. This is all they are worth to society. This is sad.
In fact this makes me angry because the girls are daughters of a King and someone’s wife someday.
God is using me to show the children love and hope so they don’t have to have this life!
So I am a Two-Sided Contributor to the sex industry but the good news is this time I’m on God’s side of prevention!
