It’s amazing when you see God show up and do something amazing in someone else’s life. But when He does it differently in ours we question. Why? Maybe it takes longer or we just have to walk through more things with God than someone else. But our walks are not supposed to look the same. Just like He speaks to us all differently.
All He asks from us is that we bring Him our broken and “not enough”. He will literally work a miracle in our lives. No matter how broken, how much we think we don’t deserve it. He will restore, all we have to do is repent and ask. He will forgive us and make us new!
But here’s the kicker… You have to be able to see that God is able to do more than what you see in front of you. Why are we more enamored with the mess than we are the majesty in front of us? He is enough. And because He chose us and sent His son for us, that makes us enough.
We need to stop praying our problems and start praying His promises.
This month I have learned that I am His child. That He is a good father. To not lose heart, because He knows my name and has chosen me. That sometimes feeling insignificant and inadequate is a prompt to bring it to Papa and have Him transform your heart. That community is hard, but good when you lean on those around you that God has placed there for a reason. I’m thankful for the scars I have, because without them I wouldn’t know His heart. That I have found my victory!! That it only takes a moment for Papa to fix our broken. To not pick up the chains He’s already broken. That before I was formed and a thought, He knew me and chose me. That even if I fall to the deepest darkness, His love surrounds me. That I am beautiful!That for the first time I am making my faith my own and really focusing on what and who HE is! And that I am born again, and His grace is enough!
This month has been hard for me personally. There’s been a lot of spiritual warfare. And in turn, a lot of spiritual growth. God has turned my life upside down this month in the best way possible. I am so excited to keep loving on these kids here for a couple more days and dive into what He has for me next month.
Humbly,
Blaire
