I can never fully express to you how sorry I am.
I’m sorry I pretended to be someone I’m not.
I’m sorry I let the enemy get the best of me. Truth is I wasn’t even fighting it for a while. I gave in to whatever lie I felt like sharing at the time, genuinely believing I could make my life different than it was.
My lies have destroyed friendships, endless amounts of trust and have hurt others.
I truly am sorry. Looking back I cannot believe half the things I used to make up, and no one deserves to be lied to. Trust me, I know. I have dwelled on my past mistakes for far too long. It doesn’t do anything but bring me down and bring up past regret, to the point that it makes me sick.
The cool thing though? Jesus redeems and restores!
All my past mistakes are not okay, but I will no longer dwell on them. Because I have been forgiven and my God is bigger than me and my mistakes.
I see now that I can be 100% honest and vulnerable and that there’s so much power in our testimonies, there’s no need to pretend to be someone different. God has created us, and allowed us to live our specific lives for a reason.
I am chosen. Not forsaken.
I used to be a compulsive liar. I am now REDEEMED and RESTORED!!!
Humbly,
Blaire
