This is a thought that often creeps into my head some nights.
“I LOVE my apartment, I LOVE my cats, I LOVE my dish sets, I LOVE my running hot water, I LOVE my bed and comfortable sheets, I LOVE the heat that’s given in my apartment during the winter, and I LOVE the sunlight that beams in through the windows in the summer…
WHAT AM I DOING LEAVING ALL THIS FOR THE UNKNOWN??? I MAY BE SLEEPING ON THE STREETS????
AM I CRAZY??? “
But then I think about this:
“If I don’t leave this apartment, if I stay in my comfortable neighborhood and life, what will I be missing out on?
… TOO MUCH!!”
I may not know what lies ahead, but I know the One who holds the future in His hands.
If I don’t go, I will be directly disobeying this call inside of me that I can’t shake. This call that I can’t dare pretend I don’t feel. And living with a “what if” would not really be living.
I’m thankful that God has put this burden in me, that He’s stripping me of my nasty ,I don’t want to share my candy self, because
1. it will make me spiritually overweight………… and
2. I’ve taken too much in my life, it’s about time I started giving..
With a new agenda to just love,
Bethsaida
