Those blue eyes can only be from heaven!
This month has been one of the most incredible months of the race for me spiritually.
A couple weeks ago I was encountered by God in power and was blown away by his love for me! Our team found out about a prayer and worship night at a YWAM (youth with a mission) base here in Targu Mures, Romania. Our team decides to go even with us being exhausted from the weekend because we all, me especially, needed to soak in God’s presence. For the next 2 hrs we prayed and worshipped, soaking in the Holy Spirit and enjoying having English speaking believers lead worship and speak God’s truths over us.
They begin to pray over me and dang did Jesus show up! The woman who lead worship started breaking off loneliness, orphan, and widow spirit, saying I was adopted, chosen, married, that the Lord has searched all the earth and found me and delights in me. She kept going on and on about how much God has chosen and anointed me, saying I will experience deeper intimacy with the Lord where even in my sleep I will yearn for Him. Those praying said so many things that spoke directly to my heart and reiterated what God had spoken over me during the race.
As she was praying, she placed her hand on my chest and was praying for the fire of the Spirit and tongues, like in Acts 2, and my lips started literally burning! Like instant heat on my lips, and no where else on my face, I was like WHAT!! It was nuts.
I felt God’s presence so thick that I had to do nothing but bow down as low as I could. I was completely buckled over, face to the ground, palms down, just weeping. All I could do was weep with thanksgiving for the words of love and truths they were sharing with me. I felt God so thick, that I could only weep and praise Him!
Then she started saying all this stuff like God wants to spoil me and lavish his love on me. She said God is going to have people buy me stuff, things like necklaces, jewelry, clothes…when she started saying that my weeping turned into so much joy that I just started laughing, that even in the midst of me praying about being a woman who gives with everything I own, God wants to lavish me with material gifts just cause He knows I enjoy them! God is so amazing! God said I am his chosen Esther, specifically prepared and equipped for His purposes!
That night was only the beginning of God’s love pouring out on myself and my team in Romania!! More happened then I have time to write about J
I wanted to say thank you so much for your prayers for me and please know that God wants so much more for you and has something WAY bigger in mind that our minds can comprehend!
Ephesians 3: 15-20
16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
