Brokenness: having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order.

                             rejected
                                           defeated,  
                                                          or despairing


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Beautiful

 

I remember sitting on my bed late at night, and having this overwhelming feeling.  Almost indescribable feeling.  

The feeling was inadequacy.

 

I wanted to cry in frustration, but its as if I reached a point of feeling so overwhelmed that I could not even cry.


I began to ask God
                           why?
 

Why would he ask me to do something that I was incapable of doing?

Why did he place passions in my heart, only to direct me somewhere else?

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Slowly, He made me realize, that
I was made for such a time as this.


 

To be inadequate
so that He could receive all the glory.

To be broken
so that His strength could be made perfect in my weakness.

To be less
so that He might become greater.

To be without an answer
so that He could be the answer.

To be distraught by the circumstances
so that He can teach me to trust Him more.

To be lost
so that He can be my shepherd and show me the way to go.

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Trust in the Lord with all your heart 
   and lean not on your own understanding; 
in all your ways submit to him, 
   and he will make your paths straight
Proverbs 3:5-6