Cambodia has been a learning territory for me. Although I naturally gravitate to children, I struggled to connect and meet them where they were when I first arrived in the village. I wasn’t sure what was going on. Why was this difficult for me? Was it because part of my team was already connected? Was it because the Lord has asked me to undo my identity as a role of teacher?
As I sought quiet time yesterday, I went out to the playground’s wagon. I sat under the shade of the coconut trees, listening to worship music. I needed some time of refreshment before our team left to teach English at the college. However, God brought me a kind of refreshment that I didn’t expect.
He brought me, this:
This delivery reminded me of my purpose here: bring His love and affection to their hearts.
While we listened to my iPod, he noticed my notebook and laughed at my writing. Although there is a language barrier, we giggled and played air guitar as the music played. He then picked up my pencil and began writing his name then drawing images.
As I watched him, I was caught up in awe. Loving the quiet moment, the little moment. I prayed over him. I prayed that his love for drawing would grow and develop—allowing him to explore his dreams through his creativity. I prayed that God would give him opportunities in the future to make an impact in his community and nation. I pray that he does big things specifically for God’s kingdom!
As our time ended quickly because I had to leave for English class, I noticed my heart was light and full of joy. I was excited for what the Lord has here in Cambodia. I was rejuvenated seeing His love in Sohta.
God’s love exudes in his smile. There is excitement in his heart. I pray that the Lord would develop a child-like excitement in my heart. That when I smile, I exude His love. I would enjoy more of the little moments, the quiet moments. Taking time to spare the minute of time to appreciate the purpose: show and share love.
