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I couldn’t have asked for a better first month than Indonesia. The place freakin’ blew me away by it’s beauty. I was immersed in the culture surrounding me. God showed up in more ways than I can explain. My heart is content.
This video is a glimpse into just a very small portion of what life has consisted of in my journeys: Mosques. Shenanigans. Weddings. Tutoring. Loving. Joy. Laughter. Prayer. Tea fields. Long travel days. Wild landscapes. Big life changes. Rats. Food. Cliff side temples. Monkeys. And my favorite, riding bikes with zero rules on roads in Bali with the dopest biker gang in the world.
The song I chose is also a small glimpse of what God is currently doing in my heart. Josh Garrels: Slip Away. Watch the video once, then watch it again and listen to the words.
Through prayer ministry, God has brought up a lot of issues in my heart that need healing. Specifically forgiveness. I’m pretty quick to forgive, however my heart has still held onto bitterness within. The result is, I haven’t been able to fully give Christ my heart which I want so badly for Him to have and control.
Backstabbing, betrayal, decisions made on my behalf with negative outcome, and lies. My heart has been tossed around a few times to say the least. It’s been pretty easy for me to hold onto bitterness unknowingly. People are easy to think negatively about when they’ve screwed you over.
Well this month I’m done with that crap. I’m letting go of everything. My past can’t control my future. My heart will not hold onto the wrongs that I’ve been dealt. I’m a son of the one and only living God.
I’ve counted the costs of what has been dealt me. I’ve felt pain I never wanted to feel before again. This isn’t just the end of it all, it’s the beginning to the freedom I’ve so long desired. God’s got it all. I’m in good hands.
Friends and family who have done me wrong, you are forgiven. I hold nothing against you any longer. I am at peace. The chains that I’ve dragged around with me for so long have been shattered. May God bless every single one of you and reveal himself to you.
