I woke up this morning a little easier then normal. I think Its because its my last day at work. I got out of my bed and did my normal routine, letting my dog out, setting a bowl of food on the table for my mom to give him when she gets up, getting dressed, getting my backpack ready, brushing my teeth, letting Thor back in and heading out the door. I stopped by Tim Horton’s and was in line and I just realized just how surreal everything was. I thought to myself, “wow…this is it. This is my last day of work. This is my LAST stop at Tim Horton’s to get my large 1 cream coffee!”
Its now beginning to sink in that GOODBYE is almost here. My heart is beginning to race. The excitement is starting to build up and my emotions are starting to set in; How tough the goodbyes are going to be. How hard its going to be to put the “life moments” with my friends and family, that I cherish so much, on hold for 11 months.
However through all the emotions of having to leave my life I’ve lived for 23 years, and the people, I know for a fact that this is something I MUST do. There’s no turning back for me. There’s no STOPPING me! The enemy has no power over me. Christ lives in and through me, literally. I see the Holy Spirit rite now going ahead of us to our destinations preparing our paths. I see my team and myself entering into places BOLDLY having to use our authority Christ gave us and be warriors and fight and rid that place of evil. Fight for those who have and want to accept Christ (quite excited for that), but then entering other places with a gentleness and a compassionate love (also very excited). Remarkable things are going to happen. The people who have doubted me or doubted the idea of this journey will see. I’m not saying this through pride or bitterness but through joy; They will see and hear what Christ has done through me and my team. I feel like they won’t have a choice to believe, but will then have the choice to accept or not.
Please pray for BOLDNESS for my team, squad and myself. Pray for that we are constantly seeking his will! And that our hearts break.
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