At the core of who I am, I am an explorer. I love driving for miles on end through the country or mountain side. It restores me! God made me this was and I love it, this year he has taught me to accept a slow process of staying home and working from home. Not only to help fundraise for my missions trip but to give me a strong foundation. To set my roots deep so that I may explore and not fall over from the wind.
He has given me so much time to grow in him and learn so many incredible life lessons on the way about trail, perseverance, family and his people. And although I have wrestled so much with wanting to get up and Go, I have had to be patient and wait on the lord.
Yesterday I was able to taste again what it’s like to explore, how fast it makes my heart pump blood to all of my body. How I feel so deeply connected to my creator seeking out and viewing his creation with no human touch. It was everything and more than I expected. God tangibly taught me how He wants to Give me life and life to the fullest in him.
I feel inspired again, seriously three things have already gone wrong today, but I haven’t been shaken. I am strong in Christ, I choose his ways and I get that I’m not always going to understand why or why not. But his ways are higher. Yesterday on a smaller scale God showed me how he wants to give me the things my heart desired. He gave them to me however in his timing and this design was something so much greater than I myself could have ever brought together.
I worshiped my God on a mountain that he created for me. I was in awe of my father and wept in Joy of his perfection, in creation, in me and my dear friend Anita, whom he chose as a instrument to reach me though.
Praise God!
