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So. I’m here at PSL.
And it’s good.
And I mean really good.
I’ve loved being with my squad again. I’ve loved sharing about life back home and what The Lord has done.
But I’ve noticed in myself a struggle that I never expected to have.
Today I’ve been working on closing my ears to the lies of the enemy.
Comparison and unworthiness have been two major lies that I’ve always had to battle through most of my life. And today I faced another battle. I felt the enemy fighting to overwhelm me and tear me down–and get me to forget my identity.
But the cool thing is, The Lord knew what I would be fighting through today.
I had signed up to go into a prophetic room to be encouraged and see what The Lord wanted to speak over me.
And let me just tell you, The Lord was there. And He made it clear that I just needed to rest in His Presence. I just need to continue let what he has done in my life and His love wash over me.
One of the guys in the room prophesied that I was hearing lies of the enemy. (I hadn’t said a word about what I had been struggling through today.) And he said The Lord was wanting me to close my ears to all the lies the enemy was trying to speak over me to tear me down. So I needed to close my ears but then I also needed to open my ears to His Voice. I needed to listen closely for His Voice to keep speaking trust deep down into my heart about WHO I AM.
When I left the room, I was speechless. The Lord had been speaking over me all day long–pretty much that exact same thing.
But hearing it articulated from someone else was powerful. It confirmed in me the battle I had been in all day long.
So. What happened next?
I just meditated on what The Lord was communicating to my Spirit.
I let Him minister to my heart.
I went into worship–and I started weeping because of how powerful His voice was in my ears. He was literally speaking truth–speaking identity over me.
Instead of battling the enemy’s lies, I was basking in His sweet whispers of love.
Thank you, Jesus, for loving me and pursuing me.
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