So Long Status Quo

Since training camp every morning I have been waking up saying “Jesus, I want to serve you today!” Then I continue on in my daily routine: Go to work, say some prayers here and there (if I’m not ‘too busy’), come home, eat dinner, listen to worship music as I run, relax, pray and read my Bible (if I’m not ‘too tired’) then go to bed. Every evening I look back on my day to realize I did not ‘fit God into my schedule.’
It’s a rather deep valley to be stuck in.

Deep down inside I CRAVE for more of Him, I want more of Him, I need more of Him! But really what I am doing to dig deeper? He is the absolute Only One to live for! How do I get out of this vicious cycle?!
Just as I write in my planner when I am hanging out with friends, have an appointment, etc. each box of my calender should already have at least one thing already written in it. And His name is GOD! Time: ALL DAY!!

It’s time to throw this mediocrity out the door! To FULLY serve Him, devote time to spend with Him (more than just a lowsy 10-15 minutes) and really SURRENDER my entire life to Him instead of giving it up to the world!

I’ll wait til tomorrow just won’t cut it anymore!

“The way it always was

Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave..”