i don’t even recognize myself anymore.
today was the last day of organized ministry
i don’t know the old me
i no longer live for me
i live for something so much bigger
i can’t even contemplate the change
yeah, i’ve been to 11 countries in 11 short months
i fell in love with more people than i can count
my heart broke for those i don’t even know.
i’ve experienced new cultures and this world,
but ultimately, i experienced Jesus
it’s a supernatural change
i can’t describe it. when i try to process it
my head spins, my heart hurts
i fell in love with jesus
i live for kingdom
i’m a radical, a broken mess
i’m a child of god, a lover
he’s got my heart
forever.
