My secret is out.

And no, it’s not an April fools joke.  

For the past few years, when I would dream of my future, I would dream of this wild idea of being a missionary.  I would dream of early mornings (because morning is my favorite time of day) and sunshine and walking outside to a village of people different than me in color, culture, and language.  I could never stand the idea of having a normal job, or worse, having a cubicle of my own.  I craved adventure.

Fortunately, the narrow tunnel my heart was dreaming out of has been expanded.  

Recently I have been watching The Office like it’s my profession.  And (spoiler alert maybe) when Michael/Steve Carrell left the show, I spent a good hour crying (hashtag embarrassing) and journaling, because Michael Scott was indeed the World’s Best Boss.  

Here’s the thing:  Michael Scott lived a life that I never thought attainable.  He worked as Regional Manager for a paper company (which doesn’t exactly scream adventure) yet he viewed this seemingly mundane job as his home, and his potentially boring coworkers as his best friends.

I have learned that adventure does not lay in where I go, whether I be hiking through mountains or sitting in an office.  Adventure is most prominently found in the hearts of people, who fortunately are almost everywhere I go. 

So no, I don’t have a passion for missions as I viewed it before.  But I’m guessing that I am just learning the true meaning of missions…

Don’t be misled, friends, I am still excited beyond my wits about this gap year.  And though I am confident each place will be filled with adventure, I also know to seek adventure in unexpected places along the way.


Friends, thank you so much for taking the time to read my blog!  I am currently about $3,000 short of my first deadline which is in just one month.  If y’all could be praying that God would pave a path and establish my steps for this trip, that would mean the world!  I am confident that the One who created Africa and Asia and Central America is able to create the funds to get me there.  Thanks again!