Our team did
listening prayer for me today.
This morning I
caught myself believing lies again.
I believed my
relationship with God wasn’t good enough, I wasn’t digging deep enough, I
wasn’t growing enough, and I wasn’t listening enough.
I rebuked them,
stopped them in their tracks. But my mind wasn’t in the right place.
I shared this with
my team and they prayed over me. Then we did listening prayer. God spoke
through them.
God speaks through
us when we ask and listen.
This is what God
told my team to share with me:
I am in the eye of
the storm. All around me there is chaios. Iif I were to step outside of the
eye, that’s what my life would be. God has me exactly where I am for a reason.
Although it doesn’t look like I am progressing, because in my eyes I can’t see
progression, I am. God has me exactly where I am supposed to be.
My personality is
bold and strong. I can use my voice to cause destruction or for his glory.
Continue to press into his glory and use it for him. Use my voice and boldness
for how He finds it best.
You are altogether
beautiful my love; there is no flaw in you. He is my father and he would never
make me anything less beautiful. He is shaping me into the best place to be.
A guy has a desk in
front of him with lots of colored layers of paint. He is sanding it down and
it’s the most beautiful wood he has ever seen. The clear coat is God’s presence
over me.
There is a window
and outside the window I am looking at a garden. I find so much pleasure in the
simple things. God loves that about me and He wants me to find pleasure in
umcomplicated things. I don’t have to prove myself through my wisdom. God has
given me wisdom and I will continue to gain more, I don’t need to prove
anything.
All of these things
were exactly what I needed to hear.
I needed to hear I
was where I was supposed to be. I did feel like my relationship with him wasn’t
going anywhere, but He just told me it was.
I did need his
reminder that my boldness is only for his glory and he will direct me to use it
when I need to.
I needed to hear the
story that God’s presence is covering me.
I needed to know
that God loves how I take pleasure in simple and uncomplicated things. I needed
to hear that He has given me wisdom.
I needed and need to
hear all of that.
God knows me so
well. He knows you too, just ask him.
