​As I try to summarize the past week of my life, I am struggling to find the right words to describe the miracles that God has performed in my own life since last Saturday. I've been filled by the love of my Father and I am so blessed.
I have been harboring bitterness, anger, blame, and so much sadness in my heart for so many years. I was so filled with anger that it was effecting my body, mind, and soul. My body ached, my back had to be popped multiple times a day just to get through the intense tightness that weighed me down.
I went into this week a mess. I was open to my life changing but I didn't think it would. I didn't think that God would fix me, I thought I was meant to be a mess for the rest of my life, that there was nothing I could do to fix it.
Something happened this week though, I asked God to take away all the anger, all the bitterness, and to fill me up with His love. I gave it all to Him. I collapsed on the floor, crying out to God to just take it all away and in that moment, I have never felt so much peace and love surround me. I was His and He was loving me in a way that I had never allowed Him to love me before.
"I stood in all your fame and I heard you're in the business of change. I'm crying out 'Lord, Don't make me wait, come and rescue me. I'm begging, please.'" – Aaron Wardle
I stand differently, I feel lighter, my body doesn't ache anymore. I haven't had to have my back popped since Tuesday night, something that hasn't happened in years. God is good and He loves me.
So how will you let God change your world? He will if you let Him.
