This month I keep having the realization that we have two more months left till we go home. On some days I am so excited! Excited to see me family, and friends! On other days I am scared. Scared things will just go back to being normal, mundane even.
I have to remind myself my God is a BIG GOD!!! It was me who was living small, not God! I was “content” living the same day, over and over again. God wants what is best for me. I remember about a year and a half, I asked God a question, a question that set me on a course for change. I asked, “God there must be more, this can’t be all the plans you have for me. Please open doors for me, put the right people in front of me, the right opportunities.” And oh my gosh did he!!
I prayed that prayer for a short time. Now a year and a half later I have been able to do missionary work in 9 different countries, with two left to go!! If God did this for me, why would that change just because I am coming home? God is constant he will always be wanting bigger and bigger things for my life! The next adventure with him is just around the corner! I don’t know what it will look like, or what it will be. I do know that as long as I am pursuing him, he will continue to open doors I don’t even know are there! HE IS A GOOD FATHER! God,is not going to leave me hangin!
All we have to do is ask God for more. He wants to give it to you, and to me. He doesn’t want us to live complacent boring lives. Man I wish every one would just ask him for MORE!!! He as a store house of abundance! It’s just sitting there waiting on us. It belongs to us. It’s the gifts he wants to give us! All we have to do is ask.
In saying this God is a good father, and he knows what is best for us. Some times he says,”No.” Some times he may say,”Wait.” I won’t pretend to understand why he does this. I do know that I have been told, no. To find out later that it would have been bad if I had gotten what i wanted. I trust him, I trust his timing.
So to end, ASK! ASK BIG! ASK REALLY FREAKIN BIG!!!! And wait and see what God does next!
So what ever he as next I am jumping in!
