We were asked to write a blog about how we felt before leaving on this mission trip. Here is what I’m expecting…
I don’t really know what to expect.
I’m excited, sad, nervous, scared, anxious, happy, giddy…it’s pretty much an overload of emotions.
I guess I expect things that I could never expect.
I expect to get sick…cause within a years time I usually get sick anyway.
I expect to be reminded, everyday, that it isn’t about me.
I expect that I will be humbled.
I expect that there will be moments…that I will remember for the rest of my life…and probably be home sick for later on in life…
I expect that I will cry.
I expect that I will laugh.
I expect that I will get tired; and hungry.
I expect that Jesus will show up in ways I have NEVER seen before.
I expect to depend on Him so much more than I do now.
I expect to miss people back home.
I expect that I will miss the Spanish language.
I expect to be scared.
I expect to miss milk.
I expect I will probably miss Taziki’s egg sandwich.
I expect I will, at times, miss communication with friends and family. (ie, phone, internet, letters, gifts…etc).
I expect to feel lonely sometimes.
I expect to live in community with lovers of Christ.
I (now) expect to grieve things.
I expect to feel overwhelmed.
I expect….lots of other things that I probably won’t realize I expect until the expectations aren’t met…