My palms are sweaty and my mind is racing. The season of life that takes place before you leave the country for 11 months has its ups and downs. Lately, the practical things have been bummin’ me out! Let’s be real, it’s important to look at them with a clear perspective and make good decisions, but I think maybe sometimes we get so caught up in the details that we forget about the big picture. In light of this realization, I’ve decided that I’m not going to check my support balance until my deadline on December 19th. Yeah, that’s right! I said it! What’s the point in checking it several times a day, as if this click will make $2,000 appear? The truth is, obsessively checking my account has allowed doubt to seep into my heart, and I am not about that life! Recently a friend encouraged me with this verse: “Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them.” -Mark 11:23. I’m holding on to the belief that God has called me to this adventure, and He’s going to provide! I’m trading my worry for expectant prayer!
If you’d like to help send me, you can hit the “Support Me” tab and donate right here! My next deadline is on December 19th and the last day for online donation is December 17th. Don’t be discouraged if you’re not noticing the “My Funding Status” bar move, I have to log in and check my balance to change it, which won’t happen until the 19th.
Thanks for reading, and thank you for your prayers!!
-Ash
