While I was at Training Camp for my mission trip I was closed off, tired, and had a wall so high and so steep that I let nothing out and no one in. Even God was kept at a distance. Let me inform you that it isn’t easy for me to cry. So for camp we had the worship band Jonathan David Helser, and their worship is so powerful and inspiring and beautiful! Yet, from Saturday to Monday night I chose to keep the wall up during our worship sessions and I missed it. I missed God moving through me and I missed seeing Him move through the ones around me because of my wall. Finally, this song got through, broke down my wall and I cried, and God exploded into my soul and totally wrecked me from the inside out. And listening to it now it still wrecks me. God is still working in me and growing me. I pray that through this journey He continually does work in me. And I thank the Jonathan Helser Band for being such beautiful worshipers and for bringing this song to my ears because it is what finally opened me up!
